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Hear Me
Promise , Mom, when it gets too hard
To look at my picture and pray
I am not as far away as you think
Believe in the moment, never stray
I'm right there beside you when the tears fall
Wiping them off as fast as I can
God won't let you fall.
I know you think all is lost
That I died for no reason
For nothing, my life had a cost
You knew before and you know it now God and I had our reasons
I'm just so sorry its hurting you all
the family so much
Please keep your faith going, life is like seasons.
I'll be there in the morning when you awake
I'll be there in the daylight
My thoughts are still with you
I'll see you dont break

Jimmy & Michele 1991
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Listen My Sister
You are so confused and scared
To know your protector is no longer here.
A brother who thought you honest and strong
Never doubting that he cared
You know he still loves you
And is proud of your strength
He knows you'll find the answers
That you'll go to any length.
He tells you so often to be so aware
That he will never leave you
His spirit is right there
Trusting you to make the right choices
Listen my sister, youre not just hearing voices.
I'll be right by your side in all that you do
Be courageous and strong
Be what I know you can be
The missing of me will never be wrong.
Stand firm in your convictions
I ain't gone to far that you can't hear
I love you now and forever
I'll always be near.

Always
Please remember me as you grow,
For I will remember you.
I will think back on our wonderful memories,
And I hope you do so too.
Please always keep me in your heart,
For you will always be in mine.
I know its hard to say good-bye,
But God decided it was my time.
Please always keep me in your thoughts
Even though I am gone.
Because as long as you love me,
I will always live on.

Jim & Russ Best Buds
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Do You Remember Me

I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true.
It's been a little over 5 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?

It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,
Even after all this time,what am I going to do?

Maybe this is the way mom's are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?